The Morning Post

contemplating on whether i shld head to sch for the first lessons........

i shld be going........

i dun feel like it........

i shan't go.......

wanted to post something abt an article i read a few days back in the papers........was abt the quarter life crisis and it reflected the sentiments of the author who was/had turned 25.......but then, im finding myself at a loss for words..........nothing's registering much in my brain......im beginning to think im turning into a mindless singaporean citizen with the sole aim of pursuing material gain till the day i kick it..............

then again, i think it's cos i havent been posting much.........losing my writing mojo........i shld write more........

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wat's one of the most torturing feelings that a person can feel in this world? well, right now, im gonna say it would be anticipation - the torture of waiting.......

right now, im anticipating the arrival of a phone call.........the one that will tell me my new car is ready for collection..........have been plying the expressways to and fro without any music to accompany me over the past few wks...........had sold my old radio to a fren and thrown in a spoilt one ready for the car to be scrapped with............

it's a very interesting thing actually..........the effects of music on pple..........ive noticed a significant drop in mood levels whenever i stay away from music for extended periods of time.........like in NS, during my first few weeks in BMT when i did not bring my trusty little radio with me........those wks were pretty moody.........in OCS, you could see the relief on the face of my bunk mate's face when i whipped out my radio.........and the days when the batteries went flat were the moodiest............

it is unbelieveable how a little music can lift moods tremendously.........

so, yep, im extremely grouchy as of late...........and it doesn't help much when an 80kg indian sitting in the passenger seat tries to improvise by singing "Kiss Me" or new year songs throughout the trips to and from sch.............

that's not music, that's one of the other tortures a person can endure.........

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aunt came over to visit this lunar new year.........and she wanted to take photos with the family........when it came to my turn, she jus had to comment that i looked older than she did.......

jus how do u hold a smile in front of a camera when your 50+ yr old aunt tells you, a 20+ year old nephew, that you look older than she does?

i havent the foggiest........