I need to SAVE

woke up this morning with one of the worst nightmares..........dreamt that my savings had magically disappeared and was reduced to a tenth of wat it originally was........never had much in the first place but the frightening part was not the loss of the money, but the loss of memory of how the money got lost..........

i.e. i couldnt remember how i had spent the money.....

woke up to a SMS beep on the phone.......was feeling so relieved that all i had was a nightmare.......until i read the SMS........sis had msged me the amount i needed to pay her for the credit card bill..........

started to slap myself awake, in the hope that i was still dreaming........then when i realised i was awake already, i nearly died.......

think i am overspending..........i think............k lah, i am lah..........coming exams will span the full month of november, hopefully i will save enuff to put me back in the black.......after that ill need to go dutch for a few months...........im determined to be the most dutch of the dutch.........ill be so dutch, nobody will be able to out-dutch me..........

i shall go be a monk.........a dutch monk........