Unexpected

day started out pretty much normally........until a weird guy appeared and sat opposite me during lunch......

weird as in, he kept smiling to himself........dunno for wat........the canteen was packed, so no choice was stuck wif the nutcase for a while.........

and from then, the bomb dropped......

found out a fren had committed suicide.........

crap.........

i wun say i was devastated by the news........simply cos i didnt know the guy very well........we had worked on a project once, hung out in btwn lectures a few times.........dat's abt it.....

but........it's unsettling when death comes knocking so close to your door..........

kinda like someone's playing battleship with your world and the last shot was alittle too close for comfort.........

and im really quite stumped as to y he did it......

a guy can only get upset over a few things..........
1. not getting enuf
2. not getting enuf
3. not getting enuf

k lah, bad time for jokes........seriously
1. Money
2. Women

and maybe

3. Work

of course

4. not getting enuf

there are other stuff too, to each his own........but the way most of us see it, it's one of the above.......

the guy's roomie isnt taking it gd........expectedly........

have been wondering wat were his last thoughts and feelings before he took the plunge......giving myself goose pimples.........

almost a wk till the end of the 7th.........great......

still, hope he's found wat he's looking for..........RIP